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Captivity

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 21st March 2010

Captivity
Captivity (2007)

IMDB rating: 5.80

Plot: Top cover girl and fashion model, Jennifer Tree (ELISHA CUTHBERT) has it all – beauty, fame, money and power. Her face appears on covers of hundreds of magazines. At the top of her game, Jennifer is America’s sweetheart. She is loved and adored and sought after. Everyone wants her. But someone out there has been watching and waiting. Someone wants her in the worst way. Out alone at a charity event in Soho, Jennifer is drugged and taken. Held captive in a cell, Jennifer is subjected to a series of terrifying, life-threatening tortures that could only be conceived by a twisted, sadistic mind. Inspired by the fact that over 850,000 people are reported missing every year in the United States, many of whom are never seen again, CAPTIVITY, follows the story of one woman who is abducted and tortured, held against her will in a place where days turn into weeks. Her will to escape and survive is challenged every moment by a maniac’s desire to demoralize innocent victims and play out his sick game that has been played many times before Jennifer was taken. A combination of SAW and HOSTEL meets SILENCE OF THE LAMBS, CAPTIVITY is a psychological thriller/horror film that shows us the true terror of the crimes of abduction and confinement that are committed every day by serial killers and psychopaths at large. Directed by acclaimed filmmaker Roland Joffe (THE KILLING FIELDS, THE MISSION), CAPTIVITY delves deeply into the minds of both captor and victim with a fresh and terrifying view of this epidemic horror. Being released this summer in theatres nation-wide, CAPTIVITY has been called one of the most controversial films of the year. It’s a disturbing and raw, yet classy and thought provoking film which will leave you terrified, and looking over your shoulder as you leave the theatre wondering if you could be next.

Directors: Joffe Roland

Actors: Gillies Daniel,Vince Pruitt Taylor,Alonso Laz,Harney Michael,Maples Michael,Runcorn Elijah,Thorne Remy,Thriller,

Should marine mammals be in captivity?
should they be in captivity
or not?

why?


No animal should be in captivity. But, since humans are encroaching into the wild so much, it may be the only way that anyone will ever see them. Also, by having animals captive, it may spur some scientific study into how to protect them better in the wild etc. So, no, it is not ideal, but sometimes it is necessary.
I don’t find them being taught tricks for food very scientific or particularly entertaining. However, it is sadly ironic that this form of entertainment is used to raise money for scientific projects to help the animals in the wild.
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Labsci | Feb 08, 2010

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Great Escape, The

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 20th March 2010

Great Escape, The
Great Escape, The (1963)

IMDB rating: 8.40

Plot: Based on a true story, “The Great Escape” deals with the largest Allied escape attempt from a German POW camp during the Second World War. The first part of the film focuses on the escape efforts within the camp and the process of secretly digging an escape tunnel. The second half of the film deals with the massive effort by the German Gestapo to track down the over 70 escaped prisoners who are at this point throughout the Third Reich attempting to make their way to England and various neutral countries.

Directors: Sturges John

Actors: McQueen Steve,Garner James,Attenborough Richard,Donald James,Bronson Charles,Pleasence Donald,Coburn James,Messemer Hannes,McCallum David,Jackson Gordon,Leyton John,Lennie Angus,Stock Nigel,Graf Robert,Taylor Jud,Action,Adventure,Drama,Thriller,War,

Christians, do you believe that God intervenes and/or performs miracles on a daily basis?
PLEASE READ! I am aware of precisely what the Bible appears to say about this subject. But in my life I find it very hard to presume that God has shown me favor in that I haven’t died in a car accident yet, been crushed in an earthquake, drowned in a tsunami, or gone bankrupt. Don’t get me wrong I am extremely thankful for my life circumstances and give thanks daily, but with so much suffering and so many atrocities and horrible accidents I can’t presume to hold God responsible for my apparent fortune and if I am to, I also MUST accept that he deliberately tolerates/ allows the bad and unjust. I do rejoice in my "blessings" but is it always accurate to assume something apparently good is in fact good or will result in the greater good?
I may narrowly escape the path of a drunk driver today only for him to mow over someone just like me and perhaps someone who hasn’t yet accepted Jesus. Is it wise and/or accurate to assume (or know) that God intervenes in our lives? Does God perform indeniable post-Biblical miracles in certain peoples lives? Is it fair to provide certain individuals with this revelation? Is it necessary to feel this is indeniably true (not possible I know it’s possible)?, or can faith be based in different or a variety of sources?


I think it’s a miracle that this planet even exists.
Highway | Feb 05, 2010


God intervenes only when free will permits. He’s not going to intervene if it means taking away someone else’s free will.
Be Blessed | Feb 05, 2010


and gods well be done
GGG | Feb 05, 2010

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Jaws 2

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 20th March 2010

Jaws 2
Jaws 2 (1978)

IMDB rating: 5.50

Plot: The small island resort town of Amity is trying to bounce back from the financial problems it had after becoming known as the site of shark attacks four years ago. Mayor Larry Vaughn is welcoming developer Len Peterson and his new resort to Amity. Two scuba divers are exploring the area where the Orca sank after police chief Martin Brody killed a huge shark four years ago. A shark shows up and kills the two divers, but not before one of the divers takes a close-up picture of the shark’s eye, and sometime later, while a mother is driving a boat that’s pulling her water-skiing teenage daughter, the shark kills the daughter and causes the mother to accidentally blow up the boat, then a killer whale is found on the shore with a huge bite on it. After Brody sees this, he knows there’s another huge great white shark in Amity’s waters, but Vaughn and Peterson explain these attacks away as non-shark accidents, because the thought of another shark in Amity’s waters would drive tourists away from the new resort and cause the new resort to lose money. It looks like Vaughn is still a mayor who puts money ahead of people’s lives. Brody tips his gun’s hollow point bullets with cyanide and melted candle wax and tells his sons Michael and Sean to stay away from the beaches and tells them to not go sailing with Mike’s friends, who include Vaughn’s son Larry Vaughn Jr. Everyone thinks Brody’s fears are shark trauma-induced paranoia. Brody even tries to call his friend Matt Hooper, who is doing research on a boat in the Antarctic Circle, and Matt will be in the Antarctic Circle for a few more months. While keeping an eye on the waters from the beach’s shark tower, Brody sees a huge dark spot in the water and rings the tower’s alarm bell, but it turns out to be a school of bluefish. Vaughn fires Brody for causing this panic at the beach and scaring tourists and their money away, and even though they were told not to, Michael and Sean go out sailing with Junior Vaughn and their friends, unaware that the shark is trailing them. Brody knows it’s up to him to find them before the shark kills too many of them.

Directors: Szwarc Jeannot

Actors: Scheider Roy,Hamilton Murray,Mascolo Joseph,Kramer Jeffrey,Gruner Mark,Coe Barry,Springer Gary,Dubin Gary,Dukakis John,Dunlop G. Thomas,Adventure,Drama,Horror,Thriller,

Clearasil Stayclear HELP!?
ok i bought this stuff (Clearasil Stayclear Vanishing Acne Treatment Cream) yesterday and used it last night i couldnt figure out wat to do wit it cus the instructions wernt clear! ugh this is wat they say:
~cleanse the skin thoroughly before applying medication
~cover the entire effected area wit a tin layer one to three times a day
~becuase excessive drying of the skin may occur, start with one application daily, then gradually increase to two or three times daily if needed or as dircred by a doctor. If bothersome dryness or peeling occur, reduce application to once a day or every other day
~IF GOING OUTSIDE USE A SUNSCREAN. allow clearasil vanishing acne treatment cream to dry then follow directions in sunscrean labeling. If sensitivity develops, dicontinue use of both products and consult a doctor

now the problem is i dont now how to use it the instructions arnt clear to me! do i put it on and leave it? will it dry? do i rub it in like lotion? do i wash it off? i used it last night at my mom said just to leave it so i went to bed wit it on… and some of it went into my skin and some just flacked on my skin.. and i washed it of in the morning.. was i doing it rite and just had a bit to much in those spot? If i was doing it rite how long before i will c results? i no some meds dont work for everyone and i hve nvr used acne medication so i dont no if it will work, wen shld i c results? i dont wanna use it for like 2 weeks thinking the results willcome wen i hasnt been working.. i hve pimple/zits on my forehead (i hve scars there from pimple too will this help wit that?) and on my chin, between my eye brows, on both sides of my nose, and 2 on my left jaw bone. do i just put it medicine on the pimple? or all around it? oh and wats the differance between a pimple and a zit? will this medicine work on acne on my back.. and a bit on my chest? im soo confused!! i usualy have rly dry skin and wen i get out of the shower i hve to put on lotion some times cus my face will b all flacky but that didnt happen last night wen i used this so idk… sry for asking a MILLION questions lolz answer as many as u can plz and tell me if u have used it or its just a guess to how it shld work thnx :D


Serving as a doctor is an apprised trade
Jason | Feb 07, 2010

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House on Haunted Hill

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 16th March 2010

House on Haunted Hill
House on Haunted Hill (1999)

IMDB rating: 5.10

Plot: When an eccentric millionaire offer a group of opposites $1,000,000 to spend the night in a so called “Haunted House” with a murderous past, they figure it is a quick way to get quick money and leave. All of them are sure it is some made up story just to mess with their heads a little and test their courage. But, once they stay in the house they start to think about the mistake they made in coming there when mysterious things start to happen.

Directors: Malone William

Actors: Rush Geoffrey,Kattan Chris,Diggs Taye,Gallagher Peter,Perlich Max,Combs Jeffrey,Beebe Dick,Marsters James,Horror,Thriller,

Who's the best scream queen ever out of these woman that I list down below?
Jamie Lee Curtis- "Halloween 1,2,H20.and Resurrection" and "Prom Night"
SissySpacek "Carrie"
Margot Kidder "Black Christmas and Amityville Horror"
Linda Blair "Exorcist 1,2,and 3".
Janet Leigh "Psycho"
Elvira
Sarah Michelle Gellar "Grudge 1 and 2" "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" "I know what you did last Summer"
Christina Ricci "No Vacancy", Sleppy Hallow" and "Cursed"
Fay Wray "King Kong
Drew Barrymore "Scream"
Heather Langencamp "Nightmare on Elmstreet"
Rose Mcgowan
Ali Laughter "House on Haunted Hill"
Naomi Watts "King Kong" and "The Ring 1 and 2"
Sigourney Weaver "Alien"
Oliva Hussey
Mia Farrow
Neve Cambell "Scream" and "Craft"
Shelly Duvall
Scout Taylor Compton "Halloween(New one)"
Marilyn Burns "Texas Chainsaw Massacure"


Me hun
When i was young all the boys used to flirt with me and drink from my milkshakes.
S?ggy Milks

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007 Die Another Day

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 15th March 2010

007 Die Another Day
007 Die Another Day (2002)

IMDB rating: 6.10

Plot: Pierce Brosnan gives one last mission as James Bond. Starting off in North Korea, Bond is betrayed and captured. 14 months later, Bond is set free, but traded for Zao (Yune) who was captured by MI6. When back in his world, Bond sets off to track down Zao. Bond gets caught up in yet another scheme which sends him to millionaire Gustav Graves (Stephens). Another MI6 agent known as Miranda Frost (Pike) is also posing as a friend of Graves. Bond is invited to a presentation held by Graves about a satellite found in space which can project a huge laser beam. Bond must stop this madman with a fellow American agent, known as Jinx (Berry). Whilst Bond tries to stop Graves and Zao, will he finally reveal who betrayed him?

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Directors: Tamahori Lee

Actors: Brosnan Pierce,Stephens Toby,Yune Rick,Cleese John,Madsen Michael,Lee Will Yun,Tsang Kenneth,Echevarria Emilio,Gorevoy Mikhail,Makoare Lawrence,Salmon Colin,Action,Adventure,Thriller,

What WW2 film with baddie Judith F, did TV guides say was used @ Gestapo to train torturers, shown @ holidays?
It reminded me that Al Qaeda recruiters spliced together spectacular explosions from blockbuster action movies

Burly Judith Furse was a Gestapo phoney physio in a PoW hospital

She craftily diagnosed a Canadian airman secret agent as having strained his neck & shoulders to an extent that needed deep massage

While working initially on his shoulders with her huge hands – (was she a discus/shot put thrower before her movie career?) – she whispered her wily hypnosis stuff, moving behind him to watch him in a mirror

"Such soreness needs deep relaxation to treat you properrr-ly .. & you are SOOOO tired … let my gentle voice help you go into a very DEEEEEEP SLEEEEEP"

Her circling fingers expertly compressed the carotid arteries, to cut off the blood supply to the brain, as she asked him to unload his traumatic experience by telling her everything

As soon as she could tell he was not really going under her spell, she swiftly snapped iron bands that held his wrists firmly to the arms of the chair

Then switched her fingers from stroking to choking as she assked zee kvesss-tyunsss, acting like she was doing him a huge favour by letting him breath enough to reply to each one, before piling on the pressure again, to try & keep him in constant fear for his life, as well as the excruciating agony

Sliding round to his side when he still proved stubborn, while still squeezing the carotids to keep him on the edge of unconsciousness, she suddenly & savagely pressed her right palm against his Adam’s Apple

Even in black & white, you could see his face suddenly change colour

& hear a sickening dull crack & see his throat visibly constrict in her vice-like grip

His coughing, choking fit was not acting: she’d definitely got carried away in the role of sadistic SS guard & Gestapo interrogator

I’m sure modern terrorist torturer trainers use a kinda similar 007 clip, where Roger Moore was sat locked in stocks by Barbara Carrera – (who’d also played ‘Nursie’ – who, early in a 007 film, delighted in beating up & strangling an errant agent who was made up to look like a leading politico, for his bad blunder)

She straddled Bond’s lap as she screwed the metal band, sadistically slowly till it was so tight round Roger Moore’s throat that, again, his deepening face colour & agonised expression were not acting

What were both films called?

Was the 2nd one, Die Another Day ??
No reply@ such a notorious movie clip, that’s been featured in docu’s @ Nazis & Gestapo & terrorists, etc?

How @ a parallel q2uestion @ a parallel universe?

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Doctors shocked at Mumbai hostage

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Replacement Killers, The

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 13th March 2010

Replacement Killers, The
Replacement Killers, The (1998)

IMDB rating: 5.70

Plot: John Lee is a hitman who works for Chinese crime lord, Terence Wei. It seems that Joh is obligated to Mr. Wei and so far has done everything he was told to do. Now Mr. Wei wants John to get revenge on a police detective who killed his son. John was about to carry out the job but for some reason can’t do it. When Mr. Wei hears of this, he sends for some replacements. John now has to return to China to help his mother and sister whom Mr. Wei will now target because of his disobedience, but first he needs a passport. He needs find someone who can give him a passport who is not beholden to Mr. Wei. He is told of Meg Coburn, a small time documents forger. John goes to see her and was in the process of making his passport when some Wei’s people come in shooting. While John gets away, Meg is caught by the police but is released by the cop whom Mr. Wei has a beef with. John goes to her and still needing a passport, forces to go with him. Mr. Wei’s people finds them and was about to take care of them but John managed to escape. So now the two of them are not only hunted by Mr. Wei but also the police.

Directors: Fuqua Antoine

Actors: Lee Leo,Chow Yun-Fat,Rooker Michael,Tsang Kenneth,Prochnow Jurgen,Schweiger Til,Trejo Danny,Collins Jr. Clifton,Gomez Carlos,Medrano Frank,Kilpatrick Patrick,Kim Randall Duk,Marton Andrew J.,Action,Crime,Thriller,

A custom e hero deck please comment!Tips needed also?
Im trying to make a good elemental hero deck that can handle all sort of decks so i also included strong killers such as cyber dragon, evil hero malicious edge, the wicked eraser and gorz the emissary of darkness.. plz give some pros and cons n ways i could improve my deck. THX
monsters: 23
x2 e-hero avian
x2 e-hero sparkman
x2 e-hero wildheart
x2 e-hero burstinatrix
x2 e-hero clayman
e-hero ocean
e-hero woodsman
e-hero neos alius
e-hero stratos
e-hero heat
e-hero captain gold
neo-spacian grand mole
the light – hex – sealed fusion
the wicked eraser
gorzthe emissary of darkness
cyber dargon
e-hero bladedge
evil hero malicious edge

spells:15
2x E emergency call
2x polymerization
2x skyscraper( i think i should only keep one..)
skyscraper 2 – hero city
future fusion
dark calling
miracle fusion
fifth hope
hero’s bond
R righteous justice
monster reborn
the warrior returning alive

traps: 6
2x hero signal
2x sakuretsu armor
scrap-iron scarecrow
magic cylinder
fusions:16 need take one out guess one goes to sidedeck..or replacements.. but probabaly well when i edit my deck
E heros:
flame wingman
shining flare wingman
phoenix enforcer
shining phoexnix enforcer
plasma vice
wildedge
thunder gaint
rampart blaster
wild wingman
terra firma
grand neos
evil hero:
inferno wing
lighting golem
infernal sniper
dark gaia
n
Cyber twin dragon


first lower your deck a little how do you expect to draw the cards you need add a little more traps like hero signal something in order to balance it out and cut some of the fusions out of the deck you dont need so many just the ones you will need during the duel i know how this kinda deck works i have one also its my maiin best deck and i trust it more than anything

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Bordertown

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 12th March 2010

Bordertown
Bordertown (2006)

IMDB rating: 5.50

Plot: Lauren (Jennifer Lopez), an impassioned American reporter for the Chicago Sentinel heads to Juarez, a Mexican bordertown, in order to investigate a series of mysterious slayings involving young factory women from all over Mexico. As she discovers hundreds of victims, she gains the trust of local factory workers but falls into danger.

Directors: Nava Gregory

Actors: Banderas Antonio,Norman John,Alvarez Irineo,Barela Richard,Batinkoff Randall,Botto Juan Diego,Cedillo Julio,Colon Dave,Gonzales Falcon Peter,Juanes,Rivera Rene,Sheen Martin,Talley Chris,Crime,Drama,Thriller,

My mom from Holland is coming to visit, can she visit Mexico for the day?
Aside from the bordertown problems, please answer.

I live in Texas. I am dutch but have a greencard. She is just visiting.


As long as she has a passport, I don’t see what the problem would be.

R | Jan 02, 2010


As long as she carries her Passport and another form of ID!
Kris Kringle | Jan 02, 2010

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Blue Streak

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 10th March 2010

Blue Streak
Blue Streak (1999)

IMDB rating: 5.80

Plot: Miles Logan is a jewel thief. Things go awry while he’s stealing a huge diamond in downtown L.A.: a thief, Deacon, tries a double-cross, the police arrive, and Miles is arrested, but not before he hides the jewel in an air duct of a building under construction. Two years’ later, he’s out of prison and he heads for the site: it’s L.A.’s new police headquarters! Posing as a reassigned cop, Miles gets into the building, but before he can recover the swag, he’s partnered with a naive detective and sent out to investigate burglaries. With Deacon on his trail, he must recover the diamond, keep the cops fooled, and do a few good deeds as a detective who can think like a criminal.

Download Blue Streak

Directors: Mayfield Les

Actors: Lawrence Martin,Wilson Luke,Greene Peter,Chappelle Dave,Beckel Graham,Miranda Robert,Krupa Olek,Guerra Saverio,Sarafian Richard C.,Mechoso Julio Oscar,Rankin Steve,Argenziano Carmen,Hawkes John,Thriller,Comedy,Crime,Action,

Did anyone else see a meteor in Dallas today February 6th, 2010 at 2:10 a.m.?
Did anyone else see a meteor streaking through the sky heading in a South West / South direction when viewed from Valley Ranch, Irving, TX at around 2:10 a.m.? The trail was bright blue and it was the brightest just before it burnt up in the sky.


You can report what you saw here -
http://www.amsmeteors.org/

You will need to know a few things like your exact position, the direction you were looking, height above the horizon, brightness and so on.
Nyx | Feb 06, 2010

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Absolute Evil

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 8th March 2010

Absolute Evil
Absolute Evil (2009)

IMDB rating: 5.80

Plot: Southern Texas. Savannah and Cooper, a young couple in love, drive through the desert in a black 70s Cadillac convertible. Unaware that they are being followed, they check into a motel at the Mexican border. When Savannah leaves to buy food, a cop sneaks into the room, pulls his gun on Cooper, accuses him of murder and tries to arrest him. But Savannah, who had become suspicious, manages to turn the tables: She surprises the cop, ties him up and frees Cooper. But just as the young lovers jump into their car, a stranger steps out of the shadows and kills Cooper at point blank… Three weeks later. Hollywood, California. In a hotel suite overlooking the Sunset Strip, a man is being water boarded by a private detective. The information he needs is: “Who killed Babyface?” When the man refuses to cooperate and shows nothing but contempt for his captor, the torture continues. Layer by layer, the truth about Cooper alias Babyface is revealed. A complex web of murder, revenge, atonement and forgiveness unfolds, culminating in the ultimate question: What is the definition of absolute evil?

i find Absolute Evil DivX version and download

Directors: Lommel Ulli

Actors: Carradine David,Joiner Rusty,Lommel Ulli,Kriesa Christopher,Irvingsen Mark,Behm Christian,Benefiel Matthew,Bjorlin Ulf,Burks Jason,Davenport Eric,Dias Ramos Raphael,Elkins Johnny,Drama,Thriller,

Why does obama always need a scapegoat to blame. Is he just stupid or evil?
It’s always someone fault for him: Bush, insurance companies, corporations wall street. He is an absolute disaster and now going after the banks shows his latest act of desperation.
we can’t "afford" this guy.

Jan. 22 (Bloomberg) — U.S. investors overwhelmingly see President Barack Obama as anti-business and question his ability to manage a financial crisis, according to a Bloomberg survey.

The global quarterly poll of investors and analysts who are Bloomberg subscribers finds that 77 percent of U.S. respondents believe Obama is too anti-business and four-out-of-five are only somewhat confident or not confident of his ability to handle a financial emergency.

The poll also finds a decline in Obama

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Child’s Play

Posted by christianrasmussen1981 on 7th March 2010

Child's Play
Child’s Play (1988)

IMDB rating: 6.20

Plot: Young Andy Barclay sees a commercial for a ‘Good Guy’ doll on TV, and asks his mother for one for his birthday. At work, Andy’s mom and her friend discover a peddler selling one for a low price, and she buys it. What she doesn’t know is that the particular doll contains the spirit of Charles Lee Ray, aka ‘The Lakeshore Strangler’, who died at the hands of police the night before and had transferred his spirit to the doll by voodoo. That night, Andy’s babysitter is pushed from their 5th-floor window to her death, and only young Andy knows that ‘Chucky’ – the doll – is responsible for that a death and a series of murders that follow. Worse than that, the soul of Charles Lee Ray is trying to get out of the doll’s body – and take over Andy’s…

Directors: Holland Tom

Actors: Sarandon Chris,Vincent Alex,Dourif Brad,Dourif Brad,Swerdlow Tommy,Colvin Jack,Giuntoli Neil,Ramirez Juan,Wilder Alan,Baird Richard,Oliver Raymond,Osborne Aaron,Hard Tyler,Drama,Horror,Mystery,Thriller,

I think I am mentally and socially retarded?
Hi

I am a 21 year old male. I have just had to resign from my internship position as I suffered extreme depression and anxiety. Looking back at it, I was unable to understand what was being said to me and where to go from there. I have severe writing and verbal disabilities despite being offered the internship (i am ok at interviews).

I believe I have some sort of congition problem. Often people say I’m ‘quiet’ and ask ‘if i am ok’ but for the sake of god I wish I had something to say. It’s like my brain has nothing to say at all and it’s just an empty space. Secondly I have very low motivation. When I walk, all I think about is putting one foot in front of the other and nothing comes to my head.

I can’t remember what I studied for the last 3 years. I can’t remember the logic behind anything. I can’t experience any pleasure in sex and my girflriend thinks its her fault because she isn’t tight enough, although I ahve had the same problem before and even sex toys I can’t experience anything. When I have sex I can’t even get the full thrust movement going like you see in pornos etc..

My whole life I have lived in isolation (my parents were always working and I had no body to talk to – so I ended up playing runescape, a computer game for X amount of years).

As you can tell I’m writing like a child, well that’s what I feel like a child. When I walk past a highschool it feels as though I should be going there.

I studied accounting and I can’t even think what I studied. People think I am shy, although I know I’m just messed in the head. I have done some research online and have linked my disability to these criteria:

Anergia
Psychomotor retardation
1.Unaccountable difficulty with carrying out what are usually considered "automatic" or "mundane" self-care tasks for healthy people (i.e., without depressive illness), such as taking a shower, putting on clothes, self-grooming, preparing food, brushing teeth and exercising.
2.Real physical difficulty performing activities that normally would require little thought or effort, such as walking up a flight of stairs, getting out of bed, preparing meals and clearing dishes from the table, household chores, returning phone calls, etc.
3.Tasks requiring mobility suddenly or gradually and inexplicably seem to be "impossible". Activities such as shopping, getting groceries, caring for the daily needs of one’s children, and meeting the demands pertaining to employment or school are commonly affected. Individuals experiencing these symptoms typically sense that something is wrong, and may be confused over their inability to perform these tasks.
4.Activities usually requiring little mental effort can become challenging. Balancing one’s checkbook, making a shopping list, making decisions about mundane tasks, (such as deciding what errands need to be done) are often difficult.
Anhedonia
Schizophrenia http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_kl_5xaB fY

If anyone could offer some assistance and post relevant youtube videos that I can take to my psychiatrist that will be great. I am also on effexor-xr which is an anti-depreseant that I ahve been taking for the last month although I am not getting any benefits from it.

Thanks


What you need literally is change. Either around new people, or a new place. It’s very hard to get out of "depression mode" but I went through it and got over it, and when I noticed myself slipping back into it I took notice of how I was feeling in "depression mode", and how I was feeling in "healthy/normal mode". When you’re depressed, like you described you feel like you’re just concentrating on everything that’s coming at you. Instead of doing that, concentrate on everything you’re coming AT. And to do that, you have to actually get out and do things and feel in control with your life. Have confidence! Action brings confidence.
Even if it’s a slow time, remember that especially since slow times can bring on depression more. Focus on everything you’re coming AT instead of what’s coming at you. & stay busy. You are probably bored out of your mind and that’s why you’re depressed. Find something you love to do and stick with it! You need a passion in life.
Sita | Feb 08, 2010


If you think you then you are.
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